busy busy busy

Can't believe how busy things have been. Wanted to add some writing to my blog before but had no time.
I just watched a video showing the metamorphosis of Michael Jackson as he has changed his appearance through the years. really crazy
Take a look here


Got lots of college work to get through but I have more faith and inner strenght than ever thanks to recent events. Got followed by a lady half way down Ipswich High Street as I was coming out of a shop. She'd been watching me and throwing the odd 'hello sexy' look for a while whilst I was shopping for size 'no fat just big boned' jeans and she was on the other side. Wish I'd had the guts now to have turned round and given her my number like I used to. Its amazing how I've changed. Same type of thing happened at a friends house the other week. I guess I am a little low on the confidence side at the moment. Hope it changes soon though.

Summer

Am half dreading the full on summer this year. Mostly because I AM getting fat. And it really kicks ones self belief etc when you know that your not in good shape any longer. Even my daughter is telling daddy to go to the gym. Thanks Sophie. Bless her she really wants me to as well.
Oh well. I don't have sugar I don't smoke or drink. I don't swear apart from when I bash a finger on a door or similar, I pray regularly for world events to change, I give via the bank to my fav childrens charity, I never walk past anyone in trouble....SO PLEASE GOD HELP ME LOOSE MY WEIGHT. ahhhhhh