Another blog

I don't remember being content like this for a long time. I'll explain more later but basically I've realized the truth or meaning of life is actually as simple a thing as just helping others and doing whatever we can to leave my mark.To be able to one day turn around and say I did many positive things that were never going to benefit myself. You see, It's only recently that I've discovered how much of a precious gift it is when one is hit by the realization that those handed down genetic bits and bobs that make us who we are (from generation to generation and so on) are more relevant that I ever imagined. Point being: that I've started seeing myself in a different light. And I like what I see. I guess it's my recent age change and birthday that have changed my thinking and perspective on life in so many ways. I'm certainly realizing now that this world needs everyone who is able to, to help get it spinning faster again. As far as I can tell our planet seems to be getting all wonky and is perhaps in danger of coming off it's axes (metaphorically speaking of course). So many terrible things are happening. I've been noticing a lot more recently that even the good ole BBC are lacking in the default "always give the audience a happy ending short new clip" after the main news bulletins and headlines. How things have changed since I was a teenager.
(alert alert alert....panic driven self doubting auto thought coming up....!!!!!)

I hope this blog is not too scattered and all over the place as it IS early and boy are my eyes a little tired. But I AM trying....
My Inbox.... I got an email reply back yesterday from my favorite charity. I don't want to go into it too much as I've learned that its tempting fate to talk prior to going on a mission.... You see, I've had this plan for a little while whereby I not only help myself by partaking in some much needed weight loss regime but get to do something good for the benefit of others too. I have a feeling that I may just gain some fresh prospective on life at the same time too. I'll go into a lot more details as and when I have worked them out. Over recent days I've been forced yes forced to make notes on paper as appose to simply jotting them all down via digital pen and paper on my little pda gadget. I've learned the hard way recently that it really is true what they say about not putting all your eggs in one basket. heck, even my two journal is backed up in print AND on a backup drive. I had a Trojan a few weeks ago and along with that my phone was replaced so all in all I am NOT taking any chanced with loosing anything. Especially when my diary as far as the amount of content goes, is fast looking more like the acknowledgments supplemental of a Maria Carry or Madonna DVD. I'm not kidding. I'm thinking of hiring a secretary!!! lol Right now, it's a quarter to six in the morning or at least it was a little while ago. I got up ages ago. Isn't it amazing how a very small ball of fluff with a very loud meow can penetrate through thick walls even when the windows are closed. So I end up letting the cat in now just after i get up or there abouts and once Freddie gets her milk, water, dry food and whiskas I am allowed to sit down in front of the computer with my coffee for an hour. Freddie will always come into my room and jump onto my lap and plonk herself in between the keyboard and monitor and simply fall asleep..that is, after I get my obligatory nose lick of gratitude for feeding her and letting her in. lol



Oh well, I think it's about time to end this blog. I've got one heck of a busy weekend coming up that for sure. I have got to put a website together for my daughters favorite cousin, I have 6 books or there abouts to read through and make notes. And to be honest I am not the worlds fastest reader but there you go, catch up on phone calls (forgot to return two)

Will be visiting a friend on Sunday.We caught up during the week having lost touch for a while. We had lunch and Sophie thinks she's the bees knees which was great. Together playing that game whereby you show your friend a few items on a table and they have to shut their eyes whilst you remove something. They then have to guess what's been removed. Sophie is excellent at it. My grandparents used to play it when all the family came at Christmas years ago. I think its called Kim's Game.

Now thats timing...I am now being summoned by number 1 special daughter as she does when she awakes..DADDY.....CUDDLE...NOW!!...bless her....if I take more than a moment she'll shout even louder ...LOL

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